【文字起こし】#68 渡辺翔太 | 目黒蓮 | Snowman | 素のまんま

Introduction

Valentine's Day, a day filled with love, roses, and chocolates. It's a day when couples exchange gifts and express their affection for one another. But for some, this romantic holiday can also be a source of awkwardness and anxiety. In this essay, we will explore the humorous and sometimes cringe-worthy experiences that many of us have encountered on Valentine's Day.

Fond Memories of Valentine's Past

As we reflect on our past Valentine's Days, one can't help but remember the awkwardness that often accompanied the holiday. Especially during our school years, when we were young and uncertain about matters of the heart. In the midst of this awkwardness, there were thoughtful attempts to show our affection. For instance, strategically placing a hook on the side of our desks to hang our bags, carefully positioning the handle to make it easy to slip a Valentine's Day chocolate gift inside while discreetly covering it. It was our way of saying, "you can put your chocolate here, it's safe."

The Weight of Bags and the Weight of Expectations

But as we grew older and entered the realm of adulthood, the excitement surrounding Valentine's Day seemed to fade. The weight of expectations and the fear of disappointment began to overshadow the holiday. Suddenly, the simple act of giving a Valentine's Day gift became a source of stress and anxiety.

A Daydream of Valentine's Wishes

If given the chance to relive our Valentine's Days, we might daydream about a picture-perfect scenario. Picture this: it's high school, and you, a first-year student, nervously make your way to the classroom of your crush, who happens to be a senior. You muster all the courage you have and finally approach them, heart pounding, and hand them a box of chocolates. In a moment of vulnerability, you hope they will flash a shy smile and say those two magical words, "thank you." Ah, the sweet satisfaction of a successfully executed Valentine's Day gesture.

Embracing the Awkwardness

While our imaginations run wild with romantic scenarios, it's important to embrace the awkwardness of Valentine's Day. Whether it's a clumsily-worded note or a gift that elicits an embarrassed grin, these moments have an endearing quality. After all, they reflect our vulnerability and willingness to put ourselves out there.

The Power of a Sincere "Thank You"

Even if our attempts at romance on Valentine's Day don't always go as planned, there is one phrase that can instantly melt our hearts - a sincere "thank you." It may seem simple, but the genuine appreciation expressed in those two words can make the awkwardness and nerves worth it. It reminds us that our efforts, no matter how grand or humble, are seen and appreciated by the recipient.

Conclusion

Valentine's Day may come with its fair share of awkward moments, but these experiences remind us of the beauty in vulnerability and the joy found in expressing our feelings. So, as we navigate through the sea of heart-shaped chocolates and delicate roses, let's embrace the awkwardness and remember that sometimes the most memorable moments are the ones that make us laugh, cringe, and feel alive. Happy Valentine's Day!